Dominatrix Coaching

I hate labels and titles. Don’t you? The term Dominatrix — it’s so played out, isn’t it? The world of BDSM has been glamorized by Hollywood and the “scene” for so long that it’s become a watered-down echo of the original fetishes.

Yet language is a spell. If I want to transmit an image from my mind into yours, we must share the same symbols. So let’s speak plainly.

What is a Dominatrix? She is not a costume character in a leather corset wielding a black whip. She is an archetype. She is the collective need born from man’s desire for structure, dominance, and unfiltered truth. She is here to claim, praise, punish, and persist.

And so, in my rebellion against the overplayed cultural costumes, you may call me The Alchematrix — the embodiment of Zenaka Nexus. Zenaka Nexus isn’t a character. She is the current I channel. She is the fusion of alchemist and dominatrix. Together, they form the Alchematrix: not a Mistress who dominates for her own power, but a force who transmutes.

I take your shame, sorrow, and suffering and turn them into gold through the ritual of your undoing. I am the living interface between your flesh and your shadow, your lust and your liberation. In this current, everything hidden becomes raw material for creation, and everything you fear becomes fuel for your freedom.

So why are you full of desire but lacking action? Why do you feel starving yet overstuffed? Why are you restless yet reserved? Why do you keep circling the same patterns?

Because your coach is too afraid to offend you.

Because your partner is a people pleaser who can’t tell you the truth.

Because your parents were too weak to set a proper example.

Because society has coddled you into complacency.

This is why you need a Dominatrix Coach.
This is why you need The Alchematrix.

Because I don’t care if you like me.
Because I will tell you exactly what I see.
Because I will lead by undeniable example.
Because I will make your growth both deliciously painful and fiercely fun.
Because I will not let you get away with… anything.

That soft hesitation between your words? I catch it.
That accidental phrasing? I catch it.
That silence, pause, excitement, avoidance, tone, look? I catch it all and I will reflect it back to you like no one ever has.

I am not a therapist.
I am not a wellness coach.
I am not a self-improvement guru.
I am The Alchematrix.

I am not here to help you “find your greatness.”
I am here to find your pain, your shame, your point of undoing — and alchemize it into gold.

You don’t need more self-help books, videos, or audios.
You don’t need a manifestation coach to “manifest your dreams.”
You don’t need more gadgets, products, fad diets, superfoods, retreats, or wellness centers.

You just need to shut up and sit down.
You need to let me tell you what I see.
You need to let me strip you down and see how long you can sit with just that.

This is where you will find what you have been looking for.
And you may not like what you find there.
But it’s okay, my love. Because this is my petit péché — my little sin. I secret indulgence.
I love you like this — raw, vulnerable, undone.
When you can feel my love for you in your mess, in your weakness, in your shadows — that is when you will rise.

When you’re ready to let go of the pretend world of self-help, let the undoing begin. And I promise you — coming undone has never felt this good.

Your Private Sanctum Includes

👑 Accountability Without Excuses
I hold you to the standards you claim for yourself. No soft landings. No spiritual fluff. Just consistent, focused accountability until you follow through.

👑 Confession As Fuel
Say what you’ve been hiding. Put it on the table. In this space your secrets don’t get judged, they get turned into energy for change.

👑 The Honest Mirror
You will be seen without the mask. No spiritual bypass, no sugar-coating. I’ll reflect back what’s real — even when it’s uncomfortable — because that’s where change starts.

👑 Discipline With Heart
We’ll anchor practices that sharpen your edge, strengthen your focus, and expand your freedom. This isn’t about punishment. It’s about building you into someone who actually lives what he says he wants.

Together We Will

🔥 Build daily rituals and practices that actually stick. No excuses. No fluff.
🔥 Get real about your desires so they fuel you instead of secretly running you.
🔥 Call out and dismantle the patterns that keep you stuck on repeat.
🔥 Cut the addictions and distractions that are wasting your energy and attention.
🔥 Line up your actions with what you say you want. Stay accountable when the fire gets hot.

You Will Encounter Me As

🌹 The Supportive Lover who softens you into honesty and surrender.
🔱 The Alchematrix who dismantles what is false and turns it into gold.
🌙 The Oracle Mystic who cuts through your excuses and names your truth.
🕸️ The Shadow Weaver who lures out what you hide and makes you face it.

What This Is

✅ A private container for discipline, honesty, and undoing.
✅ A space to bring traumas, desires, habits, and confessions without filter.
✅ A mirror that will not move until you face what it shows you.
✅ Accountability that burns, and fire that sharpens you.
✅ For those ready to strip the bullshit and meet their real self.

What This Is Not

❌ I am not your therapist, doctor, or girlfriend.
❌ This is not for flirtation, sexual advances, or personal sexual sessions.
❌ This is not a dumping ground for drama or energy drain.
❌ This is not escapism or fantasy play. It is direct, honest work that meets you in reality.

💠 Bonus: Be My Shame Muse
Your shame feeds my work and becomes the gold I create with. I love feasting on the filth you bring me. In this process you become my muse. What rises from our sessions may inspire new, private audios for others who are dancing with similar shadows. Your unraveling becomes a signal fire that lights the way for those who follow.

How It Works

Join the VIP Golden Collar Club – Upon joining, you’ll receive a Holy Scroll detailing expectations, boundaries, and agreements.

Private Access – You’ll be given a link to our encrypted Telegram space.

Ongoing Guidance – Direct access to me anytime. I respond with voice memos M–F, 10am–5pm MST.

Your Privacy Matters – All correspondence is private and can be deleted at any time.

WHAT IS MEDIBATION? - Meditation + Masturbation - 6 MASTERFUL MEDIBATION STEPS

What is Meditation?

Meditation is the practice of concentrated stillness within the mind for a prolonged period of time with the intention of learning presence, mind-body connection, and focus of the mind. 

What is Masturbation?

Masturbation is the practice of self-pleasure for the intention of climatic gratification. 

MEDITATION + MASTURBATION

Medibation is just as it sounds. It is the mindful combination of meditation with masturbation. 

When combined, these two practices can amplify your spiritual and sexual connection in unimaginable ways. 

I like to think of Medibation as the Meditation Master’s level up. It is not a practice I would recommend to someone with little to no experience with meditation. Rather it is an incredible practice to work up to once you feel you have mastered the realm of focused meditation. 

MY JOURNEY

Meditation has been a part of my spiritual practice for many years now but it wasn’t until I began my Medabation practice that I finally felt like a true master of my body, my sexuality, and my reality. 

Before the word “Medibation” was even on my radar, I was naturally drawn to the combination of these two powerful practices. 

As blocks of the mind and self prevent growth in life, so too were these blocks preventing growth in my sexuality. So I felt called to clear away all enabling devices that prevented me from reaching the source of my oneness—the core of my being. 

First I removed porn from my ritual. With this alone, I was able to see a connection within grow more deeply. Then I removed the use of any and all toys, wanting to feel and connect with every part of my divine yoni. During this time, I witnessed how much participation from the mind was required for me to reach orgasm. If I was not watching porn, I was at least thinking about it. If I was not thinking about things I had seen, I was at least thinking about experiences I had or fantasies in which I wanted to experience. In any circumstance, the mind was in control and needed to be ignited in some way in order for me to peak. 

Still, my goal was to remove all influences. What did it feel like to have a purely physical orgasm brought up not by any thought, any sight, any toy, or any person? I practiced several times a week for months until I began getting closer and closer. 

Admittedly it was very difficult in the beginning. It is one thing to clear the mind when you are sitting quietly in meditation. It is quite another thing to clear the mind during the most intimate encounters with the self. Many things came up for me during this period. Things that were difficult to look at and face. 

At first, these thoughts can be very confronting. They can be thoughts that you most certainly do not want to think about during such a time, nor do you want them to be associated with your pleasure or peak. There are parts of your sexual subconscious that you may not even know exist. But similar to meditation, you cannot force the thoughts out of your head as this only gives them more power. Instead one must learn to see the thoughts as drifting clouds. “I see you, I recognize you and I release you.” Once I faced them, once I no longer shuddered from the many thoughts that spun around in my mind, one by one they began to clear out. But it was a constant practice, one that I failed at many times, never realizing how difficult it was to orgasm while focusing on, “empty mind, blank nothingness...concentrate!”

Finally, I had reached a point where my mind was completely clear, which led me to a presence with my body that I had never felt before. This is where my threshold for pleasure began to skyrocket. With the stories cleared and my mind out of the driver’s seat, my body, intuition, and connection to source took the wheel. 

In this space, I learned every inch of my body. I learned every crevice and curve. I learned every spot that brought me to levels of pleasure I was unable to experience being blocked by the mind. My orgasms became more and more intense. My connection with my body became more and more powerful. And finally, completely on my own, without the use of stimuli, without the help of any man or woman I met God. Here I was able to feel the love of all gods, of all beings, and I was able to understand the oneness and unity of all. Finally, I was able to feel love completely unattached and free from duality. 

After reaching this level, amazing, magical things began to happen. I began to unlock a connection to higher dimensions as my vibration heightened. During my sessions, I started experiencing past lives—a remembrance of who I was, where I came from, and what I was doing here. I was able to clear karma from this and past lives. And I was able to receive intuitive messages and channelings from a higher source. 

Through this journey and dedication to my sexual practice, my life has changed in innumerable ways. Once you reach certain heights and understand the potential of your body and your connection, your temple is not something that you care for out of vanity or desire to be loved. It is something you cherish and worship simply because of the miracle that it is. Once you reach certain heights it is impossible to receive gratification from lower vibrational energies. In the beginning, there were still certain pulls I would have towards porn or casual sex. But now, even if I tried to watch porn, it only saddens and disgusts me, bringing no sense of pleasure or arousal. Now, the partners I chose to be with, what goes in and out of my 9 holes, and how I make love to myself are all things that have shifted to a higher vibration since I began my practice of Medibation.

BENEFITS OF MEDIBATION

• Increase concentration and focus using the power of sexual energy during meditation

• Start to cultivate the powers of sex magic

• Builds connection to a higher source

• Remove shame and inability to accept pleasure

• Reprograms beliefs of unworthiness or low self-worth

• Increases the powers of imagination and creation

• Increases stamina

• Increases pleasure

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So why not give it a try! If you have been meditating for some time now, if you want to stop watching porn, if you want to feel greater levels of pleasure, if you want a deeper connection with your body, then this practice is for you! 

My recommendation is that before you go cold-turkey into the dark depths of your mind, to start with these steps:

STEPS:

Step 1: Stop watching porn! Yes, altogether. No porn at all.

Step 2: Start incorporating my EROTIC HYPNOSIS journeys into your practice which is like starting with guided meditation. This will help you learn to focus the mind and build connection with your body.

Step 3: Practice without being guided by using my BETTER THAN PORN journeys. This will help you learn presence by concentrating the imagination center of the mind. It will also help you feel a sense of love and connection.

Step 4: Finally you will want to practice with no stimuli at all. Just you and your body. Music can be helpful but you want to remove everything else that prevents you from being completely present. 

Step 5: REACH GOD! 

Step 6: Let’s connect again! Once you have reached the God inside and the God outside you can return to some fun stimuli. And now, they will give you an even greater sense of pleasure and love. Now, as the heightened, upgraded being that you will become, you will enjoy our connection, your connection other and your connection will self in ways never before imagined! And I promise, without even trying, you will completely lose your desire to watch degrading porn, to have shallow sex or to mistreat your temple. 

So nows the time! It is time to let go of the crutches, empower yourself, and step into the essence of a true sexual master! 

Let me know how the journey goes for you as you go through your darkness to step into your light. 

xo

BETTER THAN PORN™ SERIES

What is porn? A passive sexual experience in which you are merely an observer, sitting in the backseat, trying to take pleasure in a pixelated world as an outsider. 

If you haven’t yet read my blog: 3 Effects of Porn That are Totally FUCKING UP Your Life, please check it out.

How would you like to have a virtual experience where you are in the driver’s seat—where you are in the experience and truly feeling the connection? 

We believe that Virtual Reality is the wave of the future—our next means of gratification that can make us feel like life is real. But this technology has drastic impacts on the brain and psyche that bring absolutely no benefit to our body and soul. The only thing that it satisfies is the primal gratification mechanism rooted in our reptilian DNA. 

My new series, Better Than Porn™ sets out to bring quantum technology and soul enlightenment together in the most healing and loving way possible. 

Each audio recording is a ceremonial session of self-please in which I am feeling you through the cosmos. While it seems my transmissions were created in the past, as the illusion of time and space dissolve in the quantum world, it will begin to feel like I am there with you, in that moment, and like the recording was made just for you. And maybe it was! Maybe I was feeling YOU through the waves of cosmos and was tapping into exactly what you need and want in this exact moment. 

The instructions are to enter into these sessions like a meditation. Center and ground yourself. Become present, close your eyes, and ignite your imagination as you begin to imagine feeling me, tasting me, making love to me….to me, or to any connection your imagination can come up with. 

Another flaw that porn has is the loss of imagination and creativity. Like the difference between watching a movie and reading a book, certain centers of the brain, mainly the neocortex and thalamus are worked when we engage our imagination. It is vitally important to strengthen these centers as they are also responsible for your ability to manifest abundance and love. If you cannot imagine a better future for yourself, you cannot create it. So these sessions, unlike porn will give you the beautiful opportunity to engage and ignite these imaginative hubs of the brain. 

If you already have a strong meditation practice you will be able to go even deeper with these experiences, feeling a greater level of connection so it is good to combine the two into your sexual mastery practice. 

Each session will have a different feel meant to trigger different parts of your sexual awareness. Some may trigger your beauty and some may trigger your wounds. There is no right or wrong when it comes to your sexuality. Like everything in this reality, it is all just energy—a reflection for us to better understand ourselves and the conditions around us. 

After each session, there will be a short period set up for meditation. During this time reflect upon your experience. As sexuality is one of the greatest energies available in this reality, we are given an opportunity for amplified reflection while in this energy. Dive deep. What was a turn-on for you? Was there anything that triggered an old wounding that needs to be examined? Take what serves you and what you want to manifest into your material reality and leave the rest. 

My intention with these offerings is to give you an alternative to porn and an experience that feels more real and connected than anything you have ever felt observing pixelated sex performances. In this experience, I hope to transcend you into a place of ethereal oneness where you will be able to feel what the vibration of love truly feels like. Through this understanding, it is my hope that you will simply have no draw to lower vibrational porn and will become more empowered in your life to attract the true vibration of love. 

But most importantly it is my intention for you to understand your god-like essence, the depths of your pleasure centers, and the capacity you have within to experience immense levels of ecstasy, bliss, connection, divinity, and love. 

BENEFITS (WITH REGULAR USE):

• Rewire the brain and nervous system to positively link pleasure and love

• Level up your meditation practice

• Help to release porn addiction

• Increase concentration and focus using the power of sexual energy during meditation

• Remove shame and inability to accept pleasure

• Reprograms beliefs of unworthiness or low self-worth

• Increases the powers of imagination and creation

• Increases stamina

• Increases pleasure

USE FOR THE PRACTICE OF:

• Medibation

• Saving your seed

• Energetic orgasm

• Stamina building

• Connecting with your body and breath

• Connecting with a higher source

• Relaxing and controlling the nervous system

• Rewiring the brain

• Cultivating the imagination

• Concentrating the mind

So join me on this journey. RELAX. LET GO. AND ENJOY!