I CAME UNDONE! The Rebirth of Zenaka

I’ve been in the world of sex work for over a decade. In that time, I’ve met many Dominatrix professionals. I remember looking at them and thinking: God, how do they do it? There was no part of me that could imagine degrading or humiliating a man—verbally or physically. But now… now I understand.

This month, I came undone.

I was drained, underappreciated, and disappointed. My body couldn’t whisper another “You’re wonderful, amazing, and perfect” because I wasn’t seeing it reflected back. Instead, I saw a world of men who wanted to privately consume, desecrate, and destroy without consequence or contribution. And I was fed up.

So one day, I let it all out. Every disappointment, resentment, and flicker of anger I’ve carried toward men as a whole. And fuck me—it felt good. It poured out of me like a storm I’d been holding back for years and it just kept coming and coming and coming.

For so long, I only created scripted material. I believed I wasn’t one to go off-the-fly, that my words needed to be crafted on the page first. But when you finally tune into your truth, I saw, it flows without effort.

After years of trying to make men “rise,” I began to ask myself: Why? Why the fuck am I even doing this? That was my big ah-ha moment—realizing that my desire to help a man rise was actually my own selfish desire to shape him into what I wanted. And, honestly, because of massive fairytale brainwashing, my ideals for a man were beyond expectation.

Sitting with this, I leaned into the truth of a man. Sure, he might be lazy, quiet, shy, passive, horny, insatiable. But I realized—I actually love all of these things about a man.

I love how pathetic you are.
I love how you come to me, begging to be claimed and undone.
I love how you quietly worship me from afar.
I love how you ache to be seen, to be torn apart, to be rebuilt.
I love how you tremble when I look into you.

So I decided: no more. I am done being the altar for awakening and self-growth. And when I say this, know that it’s not me “giving up on you.” It’s me fully embodying the message I’ve always given—that you are perfect just as you are. So let me see it. All of it. Give me your shame, your weakness, your unrest. Let me use it as fuel, and relish in it as you squirm and seethe.

So what have I seen through this short unveiling of my inner dominance? That we are all primal animals. We crave love and nurturing, but we also seem to learn best through negative reinforcement.

After my audios—and my demeanor—shifted, I saw my listen rates double. Memberships increased. Comments flooded in. This is what I wanted… and it came through my rawness. Through me yelling at you. Through me telling you what I actually see: men who are weak in mind, lazy in body, walking bags of feral hormones.

So that’s just it, You like it. And now, this is how it’s going to be. I put on my fuck-you boots, and you bow down. And you know what? I really like this version of me. Honestly, she’s been waiting to arrive for years, hasn’t she?

Because playing the sweet, soft empowerment priestess is honestly exhausting. Constantly coddling you with praise and promise—it drains the soul. Now we can take off the masks. Now I can stand in front of you, raw, stripped down, grabbing your cock and whispering, “I fucking hate you” while also confessing, “I fucking love you.”

But not everyone is thrilled about the rebirth of Zenaka. I get it. Femdom audios aren’t for everyone. You have the right to choose what you listen to and how you feed your mind. I’ve received many sad messages from fans who’ve been with me since my Ravyn Ryder era. To those fans, hear me out:

Yes, this may shock you. You’ve never heard this side of me, and she can come off abrasive. But remember—first and foremost, this is theater. I am an artist. My work is a stage for your thoughts, desires, and triggers. Don’t like it? Good. Feel triggered when I call you weak and insignificant? Good. Use it. Let it fuel something inside you.

Because I’m not here to be liked or worshipped. I am not here to be your all-perfect divine lover. I’m here to ignite something within you. A fire. A hunger. A reckoning. Maybe what I say is true. Maybe it’s not. Either way, you will gain something by staying.

You’re used to creators branding themselves inside neat boxes—predictable, palatable, repeating what you expect week after week, year after year. That will never be me. I follow the energy. If I don’t, I die.

When I felt the energy shift and realized I couldn’t continue as before, I had a choice. I could’ve left quietly, preserved the perfect divine lover in your mind. Or I could risk it all and show you what I was truly living—ugly and unpolished. I chose the risk. Because it was the truth.

If you stay, know this: I am not a fixed brand. I am not a one-trick pony. What lives through me is an ever-evolving story. Don’t like the content now? Give it a minute for me to impress you. Love the content now? Give it a minute for me to disappoint you. There will be ebbs and flows, hits and misses.

But I invite you to stay—not as a consumer, passively demanding what you want, but as a lover. As someone walking beside me. Through my tantrums. Through my empowered command. Through my sensual softness. Through my silences.

This isn’t just a platform membership. It’s a journey.

So I ask you now, with the rage and fire of a raw, naked woman:
Will you stay—or will you go?

Unlocking Prostate Power: A Man’s Hidden Temple

The prostate is one of the most misunderstood parts of a man’s body. It’s tucked away, rarely spoken of, and often buried under layers of shame. Yet within this hidden place lies the key to erotic mastery, vitality, and a deeper connection to life force itself.

This is the heart of the Prostate Power Series—a journey into the shadows to reclaim the most powerful treasure you hold inside.

🌑 Why Shame Lives Here

From childhood, men are often told that the anus is dirty, off-limits, or disgusting. That conditioning runs deep, so even as adults, many men carry unconscious blocks of guilt or fear when they think about exploring the prostate.

But here’s the paradox:
👉 The places most buried in shame often hold the greatest treasure.

🌈 Masculinity, Sexuality & Stigma

For generations, anything involving the ass has been ridiculed as “gay.” This stigma traps men in fear, not of the sensation itself, but of what it means to enjoy it. Yet pleasure is not orientation. To touch your prostate does not change who you are—it simply opens more of what you are.

When a man releases that fear, he realizes something profound: his masculinity isn’t weakened. It’s expanded.

🕯️ Religion, Filth & Holiness

Religion has long coded the anus as sinful, a site of waste and impurity. This narrative severed men from their birthright of pleasure, convincing them that ecstasy was something to fear rather than embrace.

✨ The truth is simple: every part of your body is holy. The prostate is no exception.

💔 Vulnerability = Pleasure

Why would the most pleasurable spot in a man’s body be hidden in what society calls the “dirtiest” place? Because pleasure and vulnerability are intertwined.

• The more vulnerable the spot, the greater the potential for ecstasy.

• To receive here means surrender, trust, and openness.

• That surrender creates a kind of pleasure that rewires how you experience intimacy.

📖 Prostate 101

If you don’t know much about it, here’s the quick truth: the prostate is a walnut-sized gland just below your bladder. It creates seminal fluid, vital for fertility. But because it sits so close to the bladder, urethra, and pelvic floor, it influences far more—urination, erection, ejaculation, even your energy levels.

Neglecting your prostate can lead to problems like tension, weaker erections, prostatitis, or enlargement. Over time, it may even contribute to cancer risk.

Regular attention keeps it alive. Just as your heart needs exercise, your prostate needs stimulation—whether through ejaculation or massage.

✨ Beyond Climax

A cock orgasm is like a spark—quick, sharp, and gone. A prostate orgasm is like a storm—full-body, primal, and wave after wave of expansion.

It doesn’t feel like release—it feels like awakening. And for men who practice semen retention, this is profound. Prostate orgasms can be experienced without ejaculation, meaning they don’t drain energy. Instead, they feed energy back into your body.

Imagine this:

• The cock releases energy.

• The prostate absorbs energy.

This shift changes everything. It’s no longer just sex—it’s nourishment, vitality, and healing.

🛠️ Tools & Practice

You can’t usually reach your prostate easily with fingers alone. That’s why a curved tool makes all the difference. My favorite TOOL has two sides—one slim for beginners and one bulbous for deeper exploration. Any similar toy can work, but the right shape helps you access this hidden temple with ease.

✨ Enter the Prostate Power Series

Inside SanctumX.audio, you’ll find the Prostate Power Series waiting for you. The first session includes:

• 🌬️ Erotic Hypnossage™ roleplay—guided as if my hands are on your body

• 🔮 A clearing activation to release shame, guilt, and fear stored in your prostate

• 🛡️ Tools, cues, and practices to open your body safely to this new level of pleasure

💎 Closing Invitation

The prostate is not a place of shame—it is your most sacred temple. Unlocking it can shift your body, your energy, and your entire life.

🔥 Step into vulnerability.
🔥 Claim the power hidden in shadow.
🔥 Discover the orgasm that is not just release, but awakening.

Now, Let’s begin…

WHAT IS EROTIC HYPNOSSAGE?

Interview with Ravyn Ryder by Tantra Punk

FROM TANTRA PUNK WEBSITE: In this episode I’m joined by the illustrious and alluring Ravyn Ryder, a highly accomplished guidess of so many things pleasurable, shamanic, entrepreneurial and much more. In this episode we do a bit of an experiment whereby I volunteer to help beta test her innovative therapeutic modality involving eroticized hypnosis for healing. We catch up a bit on her endeavors, commiserate about the need for healers to do self-care, then she facilitates my opening up about deep childhood trauma, ill-fated sexual initiations, negative hard wiring through early stages of masturbation, how I may be able to use hypnosis techniques to re-parent myself retroactively, and much more.

This was a bit of a preliminary session in that it was mostly for me to open up to her so that she could take my input and go back to her alchemical laboratory formulate a program customized for my exact needs. So this is technically part one of what may be a multi-part series where she demonstrates the scope of her offering. I, of course am thrilled and honored to be blessed with this opportunity to be a part of her creative evolution, and I’ve been wanting to explore the hypnosis field much more as my experience has been minimal to date.

The hope is that our spelunking the sexual underworld and taking a proactive and constructive approach to confronting the collective subconsciousness of rape culture will lead to healing and transformation for all victims, perpetrators, and the future generations.

Please visit her website and check out her recent blog post on the effects of porn:

https://ravynryder.com/spirituallyscientificsexblog/effectsofporn

Tantra Punk: www.TantraPunk.com